친구의 고백

꽤 오래됐어 내 맘이 조금씩 변하기 시작한지
gwae orae dwesseo nae mami jogeumshik byunhagi shijakhanji
혼자서 괴로워한지
honjaseo gwaerohwohanji..
언제부턴가 니가 볼때마다
eonjebuteonga niga bulttaemada
너를 울리는 남자가 너무나 미웠어
neoreul olineun namjaga neomuna miwosseo

차라리 내가 널 지키는 게
charari naega neol jikineun ge
나을지도 모른다는 생각이
naeuljido moreundaneun saenggagi
이제는 내가 널 안아주고
ijeneun naega neol anajugo
사랑해주고 싶단 생각이 들었어
saranghaejugo sipdan saenggagi deuleosseo

Baby 이제는 내게 와
Baby ijeneun naege wa
And Be my lady 너무나 오랫동안
And Be my lady neomuna oraetdongan
지켜봤어 말없이 서서
jikyeobwasseo mareopsi seoseo
안타까운 가슴을 숨기며
antakkaun gaseumeul sumgimyeo
친구로 친구로 지내야 한단 이유로
chin gu ro chin gu ro jinaeya handan iyuro
목까지 차올랐던
mokkagi chaolatdeon
그 고백을 참아야 했어
geu gubaegeul chamaya haesseo
하지만 이제는 고백할께
hajiman ijeneun gobaekhalkke
너를 사랑해
neoreul saranghae

내 손을 잡고 나밖에 없다며
nae soneul japgo nabakke oepdamyeo
나같은 친구를 둔게 정말 큰 축복이라며
nagateun chin gu reul dun ge jeongmal kun juk bo gi ra myeo
변치 말라고 말을 할 때마다
byeon chi malrago mareun hal ttaenada
조금씩 자라나는 내 사랑을 눌렀어
jogeumssik jarananeun dae sarangeul nulleosseo


차라리 내가 널 지키는 게
charari naega neol jikineun ge
나을지도 모른다는 생각이
naeuljido moreundaneun saenggaki
자꾸만 들어 하지만 참았어
jakkuman deuleo hajiman chamasseo
너를 잃어버릴까 두려워 하지만
neoreul ireobeorilkka duryeowo, hajiman...


Baby 이제는 내게 와
Baby ijeneun naege wa
And Be my lady 너무나 오랫동안
And Be my lady neomuna oraetdongan
지켜봤어 말없이 서서
jikyeobwasseo mareopsi seoseo
안타까운 가슴을 숨기며
antakkaun gaseumeul sumgimyeo
친구로 친구로 지내야 한단 이유로
chin gu ro chin gu ro jinaeya handan iyuro
목까지 차올랐던
mokkagi chaolatdeon
그 고백을 참아야 했어
geu gubaegeul chamaya haesseo
하지만 이제는 고백할께
hajiman ijeneun gobaekhalkke
너를 사랑해
neoreul saranghae

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSIgzm_jSGA

(i hope there's someone out there who could tell me these lines: norul saranghae)

웃어 줄 수가 없어서 미안하다

헤 어 지 자
He o ji ja

오늘 무슨 말이라도 내게 하지 말아줘
Oneul museun marirado naege haji marajwo
장난스런 너의 말도 받아줄 수가 없어
jangnanseuron noye maldo badajeul suga obso
사랑하냐는 그 말도 이젠 묻지 말아줘
saranghanyaneun geu maldo ijen mudji marajwo
넌 믿을 수가 없겠지만 나 헤어지려 해
non mideul suga obgejiman na heyojiryeo hae

Oh~ 힘들 때면 안아주던
Oh~ himdeul ddaemyeon anajudeon
아플 때도 감싸주던
apeul ddaedo kamssajudeon
그랬던 내가 그랬던 내가 너와 더이상
keuraetdeon naega keuraetdeon naega nowa do isang

웃어줄 수가 없어서
useojul suga obseoso
미안하다 미안하다 우리 그만 헤어지자
mianhada mianhada uri keuman heojija
웃어줄 수가 없어서
useojul suga obseoso
미안하다 미안하다 우리 그만 헤어지자
mianhada mianhada uri keuman heojija

헤 어 지 자 헤 어 지 자 헤 어 지 자
He o ji ja He o ji ja He o ji ja


너를 보내고서 나도 많이 힘들었어서
noreul bonaegoseo nado manhi himdeureosseoso
이젠 너 없이 혼자서 나도 살아 보려 해
ijen no obshi honjaseo nado sara boryeo hae
잘 지내냐는 그 말도 이젠 묻지 말아줘
jal jinaenyaneun geu maldo ijen mudji marajwo
넌 믿을 수가 없겠지만 나 아주 잘지내
non mideul suga obgetjiman na aju jaljinae


Oh~ 힘들때면 안아주던
Oh~ himdeul ddaemyeon anajudeon
아플때도 감싸주던
apeul ddaedo kamssajudeon
그랬던 내가 그랬던 내가 널 잊어보려 해
keuraetdeon naega keuraetdeon naega nowa do isang

울어줄 수도 없어서
ureojul sudo obseoso
미안하다 미안하다 우리 마주치지 말자
mianhada mianhada uri majuchiji malja
울어줄 수가 없어서
ureojul sudo obseoso
미안하다 미안하다 우리 마주치지 말자
mianhada mianhada uri majuchiji malja


아 닌 데 이 게 난 아 닌 데
a nin de i ge nan a nin de
아 직 도 널 사 랑 하 는 데
a jik do neol sa rang ha neun de
(널 사랑하는데~)
neol sa rang ha neun de

웃어줄 수가 없어서 미안하다
useojul suga obseoso
미안하다 우리 그만 헤어지자
mianhada mianhada uri keuman heojija

헤 어 지 자
He o ji ja

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=frgFyrZUoM8

(i hope they make a vid for this song! this is also one of my faves from 2am..
헤 어 지 자?? hehe...)

죽어도 못 보내

어려도 아픈 건 똑같아
세상을 잘 모른다고
아픈걸 모르진 않아
괜찮아 질 거라고
왜 거짓말을 해
이렇게 아픈 가슴이 어떻게 쉽게 낫겠어
너 없이 어떻게 살겠어 그래서 난

죽어도 못 보내
내가 어떻게 널 보내
가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내
아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거
죽어도 못 보내

아무리 니가 날 밀쳐도
끝까지 붙잡을 거야
어디도 가지 못하게
정말 갈 거라면 거짓말을 해
내일 다시 만나자고 웃으면서 보자고
헤어지잔 말은 농담이라고 아니면 난

죽어도 못 보내
내가 어떻게 널 보내
가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내
아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거
죽어도 못 보내

그 많은 시간을 함께 겪었는데
이제와 어떻게 혼자 살란 거야
그렇겐 못해 난 못해

죽어도 못 보내
정말로 못 보내
내가 어떻게 널 보내
가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내
아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거
죽어도 못 보내

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOREkPq1aVQ


(one of my fave from 2am)

worst week bites!

it's been a while since i last posted. sorry guys. been busy preparin' for some stuff here so.. well. how's everyone been doing? i hope you guys had a pleasant weekend. mine was still a bit off. what's worse than having a deadline and an allergy that i can't seem to get out off yet? hmm... well, last night i got bitten by an insect. it mimic a bee. hence, i wasn't really bitten but i got stung by this unfortunate insect. coz right after it stung me, my dad caught it and burned it. a small part of my left side is a bit swollen though. it hurts a lot too.. ang hapdi nga maxado... i have a hard time sleeping on my left side. grrr.. oh well... how worst can my weekend get? ugh!! ssibal!! hope i get through this. but look @ the bright side, the insect doesn't seem to be harmful now. now that it's dead!! hehehe... and the venom isn't that potent either. hahahaha!!! hmmmm...

monster allergy!! :(

damn! i've got the allergies!!! grrr!!! how bad can this life get?! gaaaah!!! both ma eyes hurt like hell.. not only does it hurt pretty bad, but it itches too.. just went to the docs i know in the mall, they said i must've ate something i wasn't aware i was allergic to. i really don't know if i'm allergic to any food but milk. gaaah! wtf!

nun i appayo!!

click on cc for subs... nice vid.

또르르

sorry i wasn't able to come post a few thoughts. it's just that i've been a bit busy these days.

btw, this is one of my fave songs from my current fave show. i hope you guys like this as much as i did.

또르르

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sI9x_X4zqk

appa (it hurts) eng ver

appa (it hurts)

IT HURTS (slow)--ENGLISH TRANSLATION

[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her

[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can't turn back?

[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight

[Bom] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets

[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so
I can do better now, though we can't meet again

[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight

[CL] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You're no longer your old self
[CL] Because the you I loved
And the you now are so different
[Dara] Are you that shocked?
I just stood and cried
Watching you become further away
[Bom] No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

[Dara] Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Did you really have to change?
Can't you come back?

Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Why did you have to change?
Can't you keep loving me?

[Bom] Oh, is this the end?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] It hurts, it hurts

nae imam appungayo (my heart hurts; heart broken)

mianhaeda oppa! jongmal mianhae. jombeuteosseo mianhae. manni bogoshipunyo oppa!! bogoshipta!! yongseohae jwo. naege jalmothaesseo. uri, jal jinaesseo? oppa!!! uri hui ui andwae! amppokko!! sireohaeyo!! nan saranghan'da oppa! oppaneun nan saranghamnida. uri hui ui andwae ji, ara?! torawa! oppaneun torawatagu kkeoya!! bogoshipta!


songs for the day

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O16Q-ieTgE8


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAKbrqlmcbs

could-be side effects??!

i'm goin to bed now coz i'm soooo bored in here! like super bored!! there's nothing for me to do here but sleep these days. i slept the entire day, but why do i still feel sleepy?? grrr!! i hate this drug!! 21 days total minus i think 3 equals 18 days more to go... grrr!!

oh well... magtiis. pasenxa!

noviembre y uno dos mil y sientos diyes.. en el todos los santos

another day has passed. still haven't slept. oh well.. and it's now nov 2 here in the phil... araw ng mga santo or todos los santos or in english, all saint's day. oh well.. i had a blast lastnight at the cemetery with friends and family. didn't really stay long @ mom's. so i went out of our tent and walked around for the entire night. met gong2x, noni and negro along the way. had fun talking with them too.. plus i have a newly found friend there. hehe! oh well... i'm such a friendly person!! everywhere i go, people seem to know me without me knowing them...

met up with my best friend there too. Antonio "JunJun/Qiaojiaren" Salazar, Jr. it's been a long time. oraemaniya. hehe. it's been good seeing ya again, best! btw, ung plano natin kelangan na talagang matuloy un!! oi!! chips ahoy!! ;P

what i'd give to spend my days and nights with my dear best friend. coz it seems he's the only one around here who really understands me regardless of the days and nights of not having contact with each other. oh well... guess i'm just misunderstood. woe is me! woe is me! oh well... i don't mind. no, i don't care anymore. like the saying goes, "you weren't exactly born to this world to please everyone around you. somewhere along the way, someone will criticize you for who and what you are. whether you like it or not, you'll just have to accept it." hmmm.. i don't know who really said that line and from where that line really come from, but whoever said that, that person is right.

going to bed now... i need to take a nap!! coz we'll be coming back to the cemetery later. idk what time tho but i really can't wait!!!

gnyt i mean gmorning folks and losers!! mmmwah!

TORAWA!!! Torawa tago oppa!! chebal torawa!!

listen...

To ra wa!!! Torawa!! nanun otttoke??

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wx2lnZ_WjkA


chebal.. torawa... sarangingayo.

Nagging [Jansori (chansori)]

Hope you guys like it!! ka ma na ja!!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lC4dyX-BssI&NR=1