Rainy season

I got sick last Sunday, right after Nancy left for Cagayan. I'm feeling a bit fine now, although I still have a bad cough. This is because of the rainy season. I hate the rainy season. Kasi when it's a rainy season, it's also a season for flu and fever. Everyone in the house gets sick. I hate it when I'm sick! I can't go to school, I can't walk around that much, and I'm always in bed!

It's good to have a goodnight sleep when you don't have to worry about anything. But when you're sick, when you have a bad cough like mine, it's seems impossible to sleep. It's hard to breathe because your nostrils are clogged. Badtrip!

A walk to remember

Yesterday after class, I had to do the groceries for the house. I asked a friend of mine, to accompany me and help me with my grocery list. His name is Josh. He and I had been friends for 3 1/2 yrs. Anyway, we went to Gaisano first to buy some of the items that weren't available in KCC. He had some buying to do there as well, so I came along with him quite well. After that, we went to KCC for the rest of the grocery items.

It was my first time to be with a friend doing some groceries. It was so cool and was so much fun! It also made my shopping easier 'coz he had to do the cart pushing while I do the "picking up the pieces". Hehe.. Lucky Me!!! :p . Well, at least he gave me a hand. He said he didn't have any class till 1 pm. Besides, at least I stopped him from going to the gym for a minute. He always go to the gym. He says he goes there 3 or 4 times a week...! OMG talaga! Someone's obsessed with his figure, that's for sure! I just wish that he wouldn't overdo it though. I can tell that his body's complaining already. LET ME REST!

Why are all men like that? I mean, why can't men be just happy with what they have with their bodies and not be so obsessed with having such big muscles?

Too bad his girlfriend isn't here... Isn't here to see what her boyfriend is doing to his body. If I were her, I'd ask him to minimize gym and maximize rest. Have fun for a change. Being in a gym 3 or 4 times a week isn't exactly my kind of definition of fun. Duh!

stepping stone

hi! i'm back again. i'm sorry if it took me a while to create a new post. it's just that i've been to busy these days that i sorta forget to write.

anyway, i'm doing good. but i'm still a bit depressed, and i don't know why. i've been learning a new language these past few weeks. "hangul", which is korean to be exact. it's fun to know a new language every once in a while. my korean vocabulary is widening. tita grace is amaze how easily i can pick up the words by just watching korean series (undubbed) while by just reading english subtitles. last monday, i introduced her to this korean friend of mine. take note, i spoke in korean. aliw daw sabi nya! it's funny how you can fool people with words. especially if they're foreign. but my grammar was correct, in fairness! haha.

i'm planning to invite him and his wife over. there's something pulling me from doing so. a clean house. the house a mess. so is my room. definitely my room. oh well. i guess i'll need a major clean-up before i invite them in. dad's ok with the whole idea, but i have to clean up the mess first. oh well... i know i'll get through this. somehow.

Birthday Blast!

Today is my elder brothers' birthday. He's old. Yeah... Real old! He's 29.

We celebrated his birthday lastnight. He thought it'd be convenient for his friends who'll work tomorrow. Anyway, all his friends came over, but not a single soul gave him a present for his 29th birthday... except me, ofcourse. I had this idea of giving him a decoy as a gift. hahaha. anyhow, i bought 3 boxes of 3-in-one briefs. Instead of giving it to him directly, i added a little creativity.

i had this idea of making it look like a toy. like those collector's item thingy -- well, instead of giving him a toy, i made those boxes look like one. i got him fooled! he thought it'd be an action figure or some kind. he was so excited until he saw that i had just used the board of these action figures that he had opened before, and stick the boxes to it. So it would look like an action fig from behind. He should've seen the look on his face of how excited he was!! I mean, what was he thinking?!!! I couldn't afford to buy an action figure! I'm not that rich! and even if I was, I still wouldn't do it.

A long weekend

Niko likes to play a lot. When I say "a lot", it means A LOT! He's so makulit pero cutiepie parin. Siyempre. Kanino pa ba siya magmamana kundi ke mama. hahaha! ;p .

It's been a long day, and I still feel depressed about the changes that has happened (and still happening) in my life. Perhaps the thought of it overwhelms me so much that I can't contain it. Hmmm.... Before everything was so simple, everything wasn't that complicated and the world wasn't that cold towards me until he arrived. I guess that's the real reason behind all this. I guess so.

I'm just wondering though.... When will this feeling of emptiness end? When will the world be a warm place for me to live in again? When will this all end? : ((

Life's greatest challenge

it's been a long while since i last wrote in this blog, huh? and i really missed posting all that had happened in my life. well, to start with... i now have a young boy in my life. as you can see, he's very cute and adorable. he's even photogenic. he's name is Marco Nikolai, and he is my one and only son (i have no plans of adding another. hehe!).

anyway, he's already 9 months and 11 days old. i have to admit. being a single parent wasn't how i expected it to be. well at first i thought it was going to be easy. but as time past, it became difficult to manage. i mean, the older he gets, the more energetic he is. i become futile sometimes, that it makes me frustrated at the same time. ahhhh!!!!!!! grrrrr! but i must say, it's a bit enjoying as well....

waking up in the middle of the night and changing his diapers after that or nursing him or making him a bottle of milk after that, made me annoyed of him. at first (hehe!). but i got used to it now. it isn't as hard as it was back then. you can say that i'm getting the hang of it na. my advice to those who want to have one, don't have one. because once you get them, there's no turning back. i mean it's for good! nah! i'm just kidding. it's very rewarding. they're fun to be with -- when they're in their right moods. but when they're not, well there's always plan b. :)