being pressured....

i'm having a hard time with my thesis. --with all the pressure and all. it's a good thing that my sister, Lam , is around to criticize my work and help me improve my thesis. i'm really lucky having her as my sister. but i don't think she's lucky having me around? or maybe, it could turn out to be the other way around?.

i wish i can this overwith. so i'd never think of anything else but my application for graduating students, and then i can get a job or probably visit my sister in Australia. well coz she'll be residing there with new family. and you know.... i still have that plan i told you about. hehehehehe. :)

thoughts

I've been thinking about studying abroad for quite a while. I can't seem to get it out of my head. I've been searching on the internet about this scholarship in Australia, mainly in Victoria. My sister's family is living there, so it'd be a convenience for a place to stay. I wonder if my Dad would allow me to study abroad? hmmmm....

I plan to take Marine Biology or any Veterinary Science field on it. I've always wanted to be around different animals since I was a young girl. if my Dad allows me to study there, it'll be the best gift ever! -- it would be the first time i'd be miles away from him. I hope he does. I really want to be a veterinarian or a marine biologist someday.

Let's just hope that I get that scholarship. cross fingers.

bad lady

It's past 5am in the morning, my sister was asleep while i was busy writing this in a piece of paper. when an employee (i think she was the cashier or something like that) called for my sister. the funny part there was instead of asking if my sister was in, she said, "is your mom awake?". i got a bit pissed off but its really no biggy. anyway, i woke my sister to entertain her. then i told her what 'that girl' told me. my sister was shocked while i was lol. hehe. ofcourse. why wouldn't she be? coz everyone in the hospital knows that she had just recently gotten married. duh??!! she is so bad. funny in a way, but bad. my sister doesn't look that old?! mind her, she could've been just mistaken with the words she used since she came early that morning. she could still be half asleep while walking. hehee

darn hobby

i'm in the hospital right now, helping my elder sister with her job. it's fun in a way... but sometimes i get a bit bored afterwards.

i had just finished refilling a box of a medicine in the medicine
shelf as my sister had asked me to do for her. somehow i managed to finish a part of my homework, which is my new hobby. cross-stiching.

i've had this kit since last year. still, i haven't really finished the whole thing. hmmmmm.... hehe.. :) . darn hobby! well, it's not really complicated, in case you're wondering. i just don't have enough mood to get it quite done. that's all. :(