Jarheads and KitKatz

jarheads also known as the men from the infantry.. army bayut para makasabot ka... hahaha... kidding! tho my dada isn't in that field... he's from the airforce... idk what they're called as.. oh well...

i had just confirmed my flight and i'm off to yet again another 4-day trip. oh well... kalason noh?? hahaa... buot!!! hahaha... oh well.. i need a kitkat!

ambition or regret?

 i never really told dada the real purpose of me going to manila.. i guess i didn't really want to hurt his feelings. tho he knows that i never really wanted to work in that plant to begin with. it just turned out to be as a"my last resort,"  he still lets me.. oh well... guess i'll just have to save up so i could finish what i really want ..so i could be who i really wanna be.

until that day comes, guess i'll just have to stay put. stagnant but flowing parin.. haha..

?!

Can't seem to sleep tonight.. There's too many thoughts running through my mind and tbh, irdk how to get it off my head. hmmm... I can't even write it all down on a blank page.  Dammmmmmmmit!  This is bad... :| Oh well...  I should learn how to get over it! WTH!

funerals?

rose: kim, kanang sa imong lamay gud (simbako lang), unsa gusto nimo buhaton sa mga tao?
me: hmmm... ako? hmm... simple lang.. soundtrip lang gud cla gud.. bisan di na sila mangadto, okay ra gihapon sa akoa! haha!
rose: hmmmm... pag sure!
me: lagi! ok ra ui... ahh! magfieldtrip nalang sila!! (lol) sa imuha diay?
rose: wala eh! (laughs) awww.. simple ra pud.. mag-ana lang ko nga but-ngan lang nila ug rh akong lungon ug gusto nako tanan tao magtagay ug sakto.
me: (lol) kuyawa nimo ui! tagay man jud!
rose: alangan noh! nya pag-abot sa langit, muana ko ke san pedro: "tagay ta kol!"
me: (roflmao!) hahahaha!! ana jud!! tagay jud diay??
kyaku: nya rose.. unsaon kun di xa musugot? unsa imo buhaton?
rose: awww... simple ra pud... mag-ana ko niya nga: "san pedro, naa ko'y chooks diri! tara na! tagay na ta!!"
(everyone lmao!)

kuyawa ni rose ui!! xa na gid!! hahaha!!

hmmm....

hope you'll do great there... you know i'll always be around whenever you need me.. take care.





Hugz and Kisses

lmao!

i skipped dinner coz i was so freaking tired from work.. went overdrive with my OT. :p
so i slept to recharge myself. when i woke up, i went directly to the piano to practice some pieces then went upstairs to the computer.

by 2 or 3 am, niko awoke coz my elder bro went inside our room to sleep beside him. he hates it when he does! haha... oh well... he couldn't go back to sleep after that. told him to go back to sleep coz he's got class to attend to, when i suddenly realized "he has no class! today's a saturday!" hahahaha... =) epekto sa OT! waaaahhhh!!! tagam!!! hahaha! ana jud!

yesterday...

woke at about 6 am but then got lazy and went back to sleep. then i woke up an hr later. brought niko to school and didn't wait for him coz i went back for work.

>recieved my 2nd ultimatum from dada!! hope it'll be the last of him!! oh well... i'll be more careful...

meantime..

oh well... things i did since i got back

monday
> uploaded some photos of me and the what had happened during the entire trip

nyt > chatted with phie, choi, and jay... phie misses me badly! oh well... i don't blame him.. i mean her.. i mean.. oh well.. wtf! i don't know what to call this person.. hahaha.. jay, just only wants me to be happy and stick around with them. :)

late nyt til early mornin > had a great time chatting with You. haha.. sorry about being so frank and all. i just felt the urge of saying what's inside my head.

tuesday

morning > brought niko to school and waited for him till he finished

late afternoon > had fun talking with some friends. though i was only away for a few days, i gotta admit. nakakamiss rin silang lahat. oh well.. >mareng noem's, rubie, ate amy, auntie rena, auntie lily, padz, and noni..

until night time > my cousin, Lyka showed up @ the plant. brought her to bb's place and had a blast chitchatting with em.. the two are so inseperable.. oh well.. finally i was able to give my gift to noni!! it's been a long time since i last saw him... hahaha... he's such a good friend. :)

bogoshipta! (i miss you!)

ijen nan manni sarameul bogoshipunyo!! naege niga jongmal bogoshipta saekkiya!! tto nan bogoshibyeon naui ch'in-guga ya gu, naui kajok-iga ya gu, tto naui chinchirhan sa'chon imnida (chonghyongje)... grrrr!! jal ka yo!!!

translation:

i've been missing a lot of people lately. i so fucking miss you so much!! and i miss my friends, my family and most especially my closest cousins... grrrr!! take care.

oh well... i'm hoping to see ya'll soon... pretty soon... hehe.. and when we do, well... beats me what will happen next.

a peep in my thoughts

i hope you like it.. it fits perfectly well... hahaha...

Re: what?!

talaga lang ha?? if you say so..

Part 2

L to R: Choi, Juan, Niko, Phie, and Me

I'm gonna miss these guys!! thanks for giving me the best days of my life during the entire trip!! sa uulitin!

One day with em.... was and will always be the best days of my fucking life!

i never thought i'd say this one day but i had fun spending time with the peeps here! it was and will always be the best day ever! i can't wait for october 4!

here are some of the pixies we took.. location: MLA, ESPAÑA. 
my best day spent with Choi, Phie, and Juan.. sabit nalang si Niko... hahaha...:p  but we all had our fun moments here..

L to R: Juan (manoy), Phie, Jay, Me, and Niko

Choi, ingatan mo si Niko! Taknayduna! Taksyapo!! Hahahaha!

hahaha! sa uulitin my dears! 4am>flight back to reality! the living Hell! hahaha.. oh wtf! there's still October 4 coming up!!! hahaha!

Hah!

who wants to be fucking played??

Reality Bites!

I DON'T LIKE BEING PLAYED, TOYED, BETRAYED, STABBED AT THE BACK, LIED TO AND BEING GIVEN "WORDS WITHOUT MEANING" !!! I'VE HAD IT WITH THAT SHIT!!! 5 YEARS BABY!!! 5 FREAKIN' FUCKING YEARS!!! HOW'S THAT FOR A FREAKIN' REMINDER??? HAH!!!

Touchdown!!

Exxxcussse MMMeee Ladies and Gents... But, BeautifuLL has arrived!

airport>trinoma (red mango!! yum yum! :D)>dara pac (bf and lunch is served!!)>dara luchie>touchdown!!

and now, i'm gonna take a shower and "sleep in" the shower tonight! :) coz it's freakin' hotttt in here!!!

>20:33 dinner @ Phie's place! 2nd touchdown!) it's so good to see Phie again! I missed Phie sooo verrry mmmuuuccchhh!!! and my dear other sister, Thie. damn!!! i miss Phie more than... hehe... well... nevermind about that.. he might just say to me: " Talk to the hand modafucka! " :D  hahahaha.... sorry... mian... but... truth hurts... reality bites... and life is nothing more but a modafuckin bitch!!! ... and it gets even better (the opposite i mean) everyday. <3

Love lots <3

On the Go!

Leaving already for Manila!!! Why don't i feel so excited??? :(

The class clown???

brought Nikolai to school this morning.. he's so funny when he's around his class!  ma'am g would always tell me how much of class clown he is... haha..  :D  i never thought he'd turn out to be the "clown of the class," always thought of him as "the smart kid with an attitude."  haha :D

after his class, we went over ate noemi's (mare) place and stayed there for about an hour or so... drank coke and he played with the toys there like as if it was his... oh well... kids these days. but i'm happy he enjoyed every bit of it!


went home... took a shower... changed into comfy clothes (honestly, i wanted to wear my pj's to work but i doe wanna get fired yet! haha :P) ... went straight to work... walked halfway to Uncle B's house till I saw Gramps walking towards me... we talked while walking me back to the gate and i was insistingly asking him that i'd walk him home.. but he's stubborn... oh well...  stubborn but cool.. <3

sheche's fine.. she's doing good now, but both her parents are taking her to school and picking her up from school now.... hahaha... oh well... Amtaguroy!! hahaha... :D

shit!! i have to pack up my shit for tomorrow... no shirts, just a pair of pants, a few socks, my favorite sneakers, sandals, what else?? oh yeah, toiletries and a HUGE bag! my clothes here are overflowing!!! who wants to buy em?? their for FREE!!! haha...  <3

bad weather?

gosh! yesterday afternoon, intensity 3 earthquake shook us here. waaah! it's a good thing no one got hurt and the plant where i was in working at didn't collapse!! :O

what's worst about the weather now is it keeps on fluctuating.. sometimes its cool and sometimes it's super cold. or.. sometimes it's just right and sometimes it's warm... but now, it's just so so... SUPER HOT! i've taken my shirt off but still, it's super hot in here!!! WTF!!! :((

trip - cdo/bali/butuan

i had a blast spendin time with my family... tho our stay there was short-lived, i still had fun! but i'm really missing ji-eun right now!!! hoping to get back there by dec. i just hope marv won't be around... hehe...

Another Trip

my cousin just emailed me. reminding me of an anniversary our family (in my mother side) is about to have this coming weekend. i think i've had enough of

trips

already. oh well... i wanna rest!! i need some REST!!!

i don't feel like going to places this weekend. coz i've had enough of it. i just got home from a long but short-lived trip about 3 days to be exact, and it was exhausting!! so now, i think i'm gonna pass with

trips

. :p

Angels Cry

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could have made everything OK but we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Supernatural love conquers all
'member we used to touch the sky
And

*
Lightning don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift in a storm
Every night I feel the angels cry
**
C'mon babe can our love be revived?
Bring it back and we goin' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity, you took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right but it was OK
I do something stupid and you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough you look up
Find your love gone and

We were so good together
How come we could not weather this storm and just do better?
Why did we say good bye?
Cause

(*)(**)

Baby, I'm missing you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby, I'm missing you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you


Lightning don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said good bye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip in a storm
Now every night I feel the angels cry..


Fin

Chibe

yeepee! after a long trip, we're finally home! i'm so glad to be back here! :)

although, we almost got ourselves in an accident for about 7 times, thanks to my dada's driving skills. ang bilis kasi magpatakbo! oh well.. so all i did during the entire trip is calm myself down and pick myself everytime. haha! hilarious, isn't it?