anyway, he's already 9 months and 11 days old. i have to admit. being a single parent wasn't how i expected it to be. well at first i thought it was going to be easy. but as time past, it became difficult to manage. i mean, the older he gets, the more energetic he is. i become futile sometimes, that it makes me frustrated at the same time. ahhhh!!!!!!! grrrrr! but i must say, it's a bit enjoying as well....
waking up in the middle of the night and changing his diapers after that or nursing him or making him a bottle of milk after that, made me annoyed of him. at first (hehe!). but i got used to it now. it isn't as hard as it was back then. you can say that i'm getting the hang of it na. my advice to those who want to have one, don't have one. because once you get them, there's no turning back. i mean it's for good! nah! i'm just kidding. it's very rewarding. they're fun to be with -- when they're in their right moods. but when they're not, well there's always plan b. :)
