damn! i've got the allergies!!! grrr!!! how bad can this life get?! gaaaah!!! both ma eyes hurt like hell.. not only does it hurt pretty bad, but it itches too.. just went to the docs i know in the mall, they said i must've ate something i wasn't aware i was allergic to. i really don't know if i'm allergic to any food but milk. gaaah! wtf!
nun i appayo!!
click on cc for subs... nice vid.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
또르르
sorry i wasn't able to come post a few thoughts. it's just that i've been a bit busy these days.
btw, this is one of my fave songs from my current fave show. i hope you guys like this as much as i did.
또르르
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sI9x_X4zqk
btw, this is one of my fave songs from my current fave show. i hope you guys like this as much as i did.
또르르
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sI9x_X4zqk
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
appa (it hurts)
IT HURTS (slow)--ENGLISH TRANSLATION
[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her
[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can't turn back?
[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight
[Bom] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets
[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so
I can do better now, though we can't meet again
[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight
[CL] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You're no longer your old self
[CL] Because the you I loved
And the you now are so different
[Dara] Are you that shocked?
I just stood and cried
Watching you become further away
[Bom] No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore
[Dara] Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Did you really have to change?
Can't you come back?
Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Why did you have to change?
Can't you keep loving me?
[Bom] Oh, is this the end?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her
[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can't turn back?
[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight
[Bom] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets
[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so
I can do better now, though we can't meet again
[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight
[CL] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You're no longer your old self
[CL] Because the you I loved
And the you now are so different
[Dara] Are you that shocked?
I just stood and cried
Watching you become further away
[Bom] No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore
[Dara] Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Did you really have to change?
Can't you come back?
Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Why did you have to change?
Can't you keep loving me?
[Bom] Oh, is this the end?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] It hurts, it hurts
nae imam appungayo (my heart hurts; heart broken)
mianhaeda oppa! jongmal mianhae. jombeuteosseo mianhae. manni bogoshipunyo oppa!! bogoshipta!! yongseohae jwo. naege jalmothaesseo. uri, jal jinaesseo? oppa!!! uri hui ui andwae! amppokko!! sireohaeyo!! nan saranghan'da oppa! oppaneun nan saranghamnida. uri hui ui andwae ji, ara?! torawa! oppaneun torawatagu kkeoya!! bogoshipta!
songs for the day
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O16Q-ieTgE8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAKbrqlmcbs
songs for the day
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O16Q-ieTgE8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAKbrqlmcbs
could-be side effects??!
i'm goin to bed now coz i'm soooo bored in here! like super bored!! there's nothing for me to do here but sleep these days. i slept the entire day, but why do i still feel sleepy?? grrr!! i hate this drug!! 21 days total minus i think 3 equals 18 days more to go... grrr!!
oh well... magtiis. pasenxa!
oh well... magtiis. pasenxa!
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
noviembre y uno dos mil y sientos diyes.. en el todos los santos
another day has passed. still haven't slept. oh well.. and it's now nov 2 here in the phil... araw ng mga santo or todos los santos or in english, all saint's day. oh well.. i had a blast lastnight at the cemetery with friends and family. didn't really stay long @ mom's. so i went out of our tent and walked around for the entire night. met gong2x, noni and negro along the way. had fun talking with them too.. plus i have a newly found friend there. hehe! oh well... i'm such a friendly person!! everywhere i go, people seem to know me without me knowing them...
met up with my best friend there too. Antonio "JunJun/Qiaojiaren" Salazar, Jr. it's been a long time. oraemaniya. hehe. it's been good seeing ya again, best! btw, ung plano natin kelangan na talagang matuloy un!! oi!! chips ahoy!! ;P
what i'd give to spend my days and nights with my dear best friend. coz it seems he's the only one around here who really understands me regardless of the days and nights of not having contact with each other. oh well... guess i'm just misunderstood. woe is me! woe is me! oh well... i don't mind. no, i don't care anymore. like the saying goes, "you weren't exactly born to this world to please everyone around you. somewhere along the way, someone will criticize you for who and what you are. whether you like it or not, you'll just have to accept it." hmmm.. i don't know who really said that line and from where that line really come from, but whoever said that, that person is right.
going to bed now... i need to take a nap!! coz we'll be coming back to the cemetery later. idk what time tho but i really can't wait!!!
gnyt i mean gmorning folks and losers!! mmmwah!
met up with my best friend there too. Antonio "JunJun/Qiaojiaren" Salazar, Jr. it's been a long time. oraemaniya. hehe. it's been good seeing ya again, best! btw, ung plano natin kelangan na talagang matuloy un!! oi!! chips ahoy!! ;P
what i'd give to spend my days and nights with my dear best friend. coz it seems he's the only one around here who really understands me regardless of the days and nights of not having contact with each other. oh well... guess i'm just misunderstood. woe is me! woe is me! oh well... i don't mind. no, i don't care anymore. like the saying goes, "you weren't exactly born to this world to please everyone around you. somewhere along the way, someone will criticize you for who and what you are. whether you like it or not, you'll just have to accept it." hmmm.. i don't know who really said that line and from where that line really come from, but whoever said that, that person is right.
going to bed now... i need to take a nap!! coz we'll be coming back to the cemetery later. idk what time tho but i really can't wait!!!
gnyt i mean gmorning folks and losers!! mmmwah!
Monday, November 01, 2010
TORAWA!!! Torawa tago oppa!! chebal torawa!!
listen...
To ra wa!!! Torawa!! nanun otttoke??
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wx2lnZ_WjkA
chebal.. torawa... sarangingayo.
To ra wa!!! Torawa!! nanun otttoke??
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wx2lnZ_WjkA
chebal.. torawa... sarangingayo.
Nagging [Jansori (chansori)]
Hope you guys like it!! ka ma na ja!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lC4dyX-BssI&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lC4dyX-BssI&NR=1
Sunday, October 31, 2010
cda (certified drug addict?) ?!
pff! can't believe i have to take this drug! wtf!!! oh well... seems like everyone still wants me around... grrr!! how much longer do i have to make "tiis"?! i don't think i can take this anymore!!! grrrr!!! FUCK!!
can't believe i still love you up till now. hmmm.. wae?? why? bakit? ngano? porque?
i just hope this drug won't give me problems. else, i throw this shit up! hehe... later i'm goin' to the high lands with my girl friend, Che. she says i have to unwind. hmmm... do you think i really need that now? hmm... idk either but wth!! if it kills me, then gooo!!!! haha!!!
later losers!! hahahaha!! just kidding!!
can't believe i still love you up till now. hmmm.. wae?? why? bakit? ngano? porque?
i just hope this drug won't give me problems. else, i throw this shit up! hehe... later i'm goin' to the high lands with my girl friend, Che. she says i have to unwind. hmmm... do you think i really need that now? hmm... idk either but wth!! if it kills me, then gooo!!!! haha!!!
later losers!! hahahaha!! just kidding!!
Friday, October 29, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
:(
na apa. nanun kiuni opseumnida. wae molla. oh well.. guess i'll just eat my way outta this. hmm...
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Selfish
i gave my time for you, my best to you but you kept on leaving me
i gave my heart to you, my love for you but you kept on throwing it back to me
i made you promise me so many things but you kept on forgettin them all
why? why?
why do you act this way?
can you feel my pain now?
why do you treat me hurt me this way?
can you see my tears falling down?
i don't remember when or how i fell in love with you somehow
still the feelings i have for you remains the same!
why?!
i gave my heart to you, my love for you but you kept on throwing it back to me
i made you promise me so many things but you kept on forgettin them all
why? why?
why do you act this way?
can you feel my pain now?
why do you treat me hurt me this way?
can you see my tears falling down?
i don't remember when or how i fell in love with you somehow
still the feelings i have for you remains the same!
why?!
Friday, October 22, 2010
ijen / chigum (now)
i'm sorry... mianhaeda (mi-yan-he-da). hajiman, tangshin wa na... uri chin-gu ya animnida. andwe-ji. neorang yaegi hago sip-jji ana! jigyeowo wa pigonaeimnida. uri tto mannalkkamyeon, sang gwan an hae. uri dasineun mannaji malja! chebal. mianhaeda..
i hurt you, but you hurt me more!
i hurt you, but you hurt me more!
di lang ikaw
pansin mo ba ang pagbabago
di matitigan ang iyong mga mata
tila di na nananabik sayong yakap at halik
sana'y malaman mong hindi ko sinasadya kung ang nais ko ay maging malaya
*
di lang ikaw
di lang ikaw ang nahihirapan
damdamin ko rin ay naguguluhan
di lang ikaw
di lang ikaw ang nababahala
bulong ng isip wag kang pakawalan, ngunit puso ko ay kailangan kang iwan.
pansin mo ba at nararamdaman?
di na tayo magkaintindihan
tila hindi na maibabalik tamis ng yakap at halik
maaring tama ka lumalamig ang pagsinta
sana'y malaman mong di ko sinasadya
*
di hahayaang habang buhay kang saktan
at sasayangin ang iyong panahon
ikaw'y magiging masaya sa yakap at sa piling na ng iba
*
fin
di matitigan ang iyong mga mata
tila di na nananabik sayong yakap at halik
sana'y malaman mong hindi ko sinasadya kung ang nais ko ay maging malaya
*
di lang ikaw
di lang ikaw ang nahihirapan
damdamin ko rin ay naguguluhan
di lang ikaw
di lang ikaw ang nababahala
bulong ng isip wag kang pakawalan, ngunit puso ko ay kailangan kang iwan.
pansin mo ba at nararamdaman?
di na tayo magkaintindihan
tila hindi na maibabalik tamis ng yakap at halik
maaring tama ka lumalamig ang pagsinta
sana'y malaman mong di ko sinasadya
*
di hahayaang habang buhay kang saktan
at sasayangin ang iyong panahon
ikaw'y magiging masaya sa yakap at sa piling na ng iba
*
fin
Who was I?
i heard the words that you said
words that laid around within my head
was i just a game to you, not any special someone, just another name for you
that you'd soon once forget?
like all of the ones that ruled once in your head?
*
i need just one more question answered
i need just one more thing to know...
**
who was i when i keep your tears from falling?
who was i when i come to ease your pain and sit by your side?
who was i to believe that i was your best friend?
was i just another mem'ry to forget?
before we both fell apart
i remember holding your hands close to my heart
and i told you to push me away
somehow i knew the wrong could never be right anyway
from you i suddenly did hear a change in your voice with words that i feared
*, **
but if you asked me what you were to me
even if it doesn't matter now
i must say it somehow
you were mine
every tear i'd catch from falling
you were mine
always knew that in this heart you were inside
you were mine
i believed that you were my best friend
though i know i'm just a mem'ry
like 'the end' to all of the stories
but to me you were the one i loved
i loved until the end
..you were mine.
fin
words that laid around within my head
was i just a game to you, not any special someone, just another name for you
that you'd soon once forget?
like all of the ones that ruled once in your head?
*
i need just one more question answered
i need just one more thing to know...
**
who was i when i keep your tears from falling?
who was i when i come to ease your pain and sit by your side?
who was i to believe that i was your best friend?
was i just another mem'ry to forget?
before we both fell apart
i remember holding your hands close to my heart
and i told you to push me away
somehow i knew the wrong could never be right anyway
from you i suddenly did hear a change in your voice with words that i feared
*, **
but if you asked me what you were to me
even if it doesn't matter now
i must say it somehow
you were mine
every tear i'd catch from falling
you were mine
always knew that in this heart you were inside
you were mine
i believed that you were my best friend
though i know i'm just a mem'ry
like 'the end' to all of the stories
but to me you were the one i loved
i loved until the end
..you were mine.
fin
Thursday, October 21, 2010
recovered!
i'm happy with life now!! not because of.. hahaha... finally i've finally gotten over ... it feels good being in this kinda state again.. didn't think it'd only take me a few days to get my self back in one piece (again). i should get more OT's than the usual! hehehe..
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Saeng-ireul ch'uk'han'da!!!
It's Tatay Leo's birthday tonight!!! Happy Happy Happy Happpppyyy Birthday Tatay Leo!!! Sorry I couldn't come tonight coz I had some stuff to do here sa plant and sa house eh. But will try to come over this coming Saturday or Sunday. Hope you'll have a blessed day Tatay (abeoji/appa)... Saranghamnida Appa!!! Mom choshimhashipshio always...
Happy birthday to you!! May the Lord God bless you...with the donkey and the monkey... with the elephant too!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! <3
Happy birthday to you!! May the Lord God bless you...with the donkey and the monkey... with the elephant too!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! <3
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
forgiveness please.
i hurt someone pretty badly. i'm sorry. i didn't expect this kinda reaction from someone like him. i didn't really expect anything tbh. but i was hoping he'd forgive me and give me a second chance to straighten things out. unfortunately, because of his huge pride, there's no way in for me. anyone but me. i apologized for 3 times but still he won't forgive me. hmm... he's really got this big ego, huh? come to think of it, he never really apologized to me either since we had our first fight (August 9). he really has got a huge pride in himself.
so i decided not to come online for quite some time. i just didn't think he'd answer back. i don't know if he realizes how sorry i am. mianhaeyo. hope you can find in your heart to forgive me someday. keuten, kidarigesseumnida.
so i decided not to come online for quite some time. i just didn't think he'd answer back. i don't know if he realizes how sorry i am. mianhaeyo. hope you can find in your heart to forgive me someday. keuten, kidarigesseumnida.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
mianhamnida (i'm sorry)
i'm sorry if i hurt you di ko sinasadya. but if you can't really take it, can you please tell me? i'm not a fortune-teller to know what's running in your head. i'm sorry. mian. :(
honde, nan chugoitda ijen.. [chigum] jongmal joahaegutunyo. mian. honde, eottokeyo? nan eotokke-iun geoya yeogi? molla. mianhaeda oppa. but know this, sarangingayo. saranghamnida oppa. jal ka!
honde, nan chugoitda ijen.. [chigum] jongmal joahaegutunyo. mian. honde, eottokeyo? nan eotokke-iun geoya yeogi? molla. mianhaeda oppa. but know this, sarangingayo. saranghamnida oppa. jal ka!
Monday, October 11, 2010
i want out!
the more i hate myself, the more i want to follow. it's not like anyone would care. well, i guess there'll be a bunch of people around me when that day comes, but that's a bunch of BS to me! i want an open conversation. but how can i if you want me to leave? how can i if you won't even budge to ask how the fuck am i really doin in here Pa? this life is a bunch of bull! fuck!! gikapoy na ko!! dipati ra jud!
everything seems so scattered. i have to fix things here pa muna to lighten up. how long do i have to put up with this kinda shit?! wtf!!
just for the record, tbh, i wasn't really born to this god forsaken planet to please everyone around me.. but wtf am i doing?? hahai... oh well... pagbigyan.
everything seems so scattered. i have to fix things here pa muna to lighten up. how long do i have to put up with this kinda shit?! wtf!!
just for the record, tbh, i wasn't really born to this god forsaken planet to please everyone around me.. but wtf am i doing?? hahai... oh well... pagbigyan.
Saturday, October 09, 2010
wayganacelebrate?!
it's dada's birthday tonight but wth am i doin here? not in the mood i guess..
oh well..
oh well..
the reality
i've come to realize that hiding the truth from the ones you love hurts as much as losing the one you pushed away [from you]. i'm sorry i shouldn't have. but i guess it's too late now that you're gone. sorry "A" ha? sorry kaayo. i hid him from you all these years kahit na alam ko na alam mo about him. i just had to protect the both of you from my family. mianhaeyo.
Sunday, October 03, 2010
Food Trip!!
bf was easy.. it was mild..
lunch was in normal mode.. ulong to the max!! did the cooking and the plating as well... had fun cooking it!! hahaha!!
dinner was worst tho!! woorijib!! i'm never gonna look at korean food this way again!! torture!! oh well.. will upload soon..
lunch was in normal mode.. ulong to the max!! did the cooking and the plating as well... had fun cooking it!! hahaha!!
dinner was worst tho!! woorijib!! i'm never gonna look at korean food this way again!! torture!! oh well.. will upload soon..
Saturday, October 02, 2010
frustration
hahai... mamaya na ang trip ko... nakakabadtrip nga lang si dada... seems like no one is going to bring me to the airport. dada's really not gonna help me out. he's such a prick most days!! grrr.. oh well.. guess i'll just have to commute to the airport this time.. hmmm.. if not, i can always ask mang ani.. hope he's not busy later..
oh well..
i'll see you later tho. :)
oh well..
i'll see you later tho. :)
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Jarheads and KitKatz
jarheads also known as the men from the infantry.. army bayut para makasabot ka... hahaha... kidding! tho my dada isn't in that field... he's from the airforce... idk what they're called as.. oh well...
i had just confirmed my flight and i'm off to yet again another 4-day trip. oh well... kalason noh?? hahaa... buot!!! hahaha... oh well.. i need a kitkat!
i had just confirmed my flight and i'm off to yet again another 4-day trip. oh well... kalason noh?? hahaa... buot!!! hahaha... oh well.. i need a kitkat!
ambition or regret?
i never really told dada the real purpose of me going to manila.. i guess i didn't really want to hurt his feelings. tho he knows that i never really wanted to work in that plant to begin with. it just turned out to be as a"my last resort," he still lets me.. oh well... guess i'll just have to save up so i could finish what i really want ..so i could be who i really wanna be.
until that day comes, guess i'll just have to stay put. stagnant but flowing parin.. haha..
Sunday, September 26, 2010
?!
Can't seem to sleep tonight.. There's too many thoughts running through my mind and tbh, irdk how to get it off my head. hmmm... I can't even write it all down on a blank page. Dammmmmmmmit! This is bad... :| Oh well... I should learn how to get over it! WTH!
funerals?
rose: kim, kanang sa imong lamay gud (simbako lang), unsa gusto nimo buhaton sa mga tao?
me: hmmm... ako? hmm... simple lang.. soundtrip lang gud cla gud.. bisan di na sila mangadto, okay ra gihapon sa akoa! haha!
rose: hmmmm... pag sure!
me: lagi! ok ra ui... ahh! magfieldtrip nalang sila!! (lol) sa imuha diay?
rose: wala eh! (laughs) awww.. simple ra pud.. mag-ana lang ko nga but-ngan lang nila ug rh akong lungon ug gusto nako tanan tao magtagay ug sakto.
me: (lol) kuyawa nimo ui! tagay man jud!
rose: alangan noh! nya pag-abot sa langit, muana ko ke san pedro: "tagay ta kol!"
me: (roflmao!) hahahaha!! ana jud!! tagay jud diay??
kyaku: nya rose.. unsaon kun di xa musugot? unsa imo buhaton?
rose: awww... simple ra pud... mag-ana ko niya nga: "san pedro, naa ko'y chooks diri! tara na! tagay na ta!!"
(everyone lmao!)
kuyawa ni rose ui!! xa na gid!! hahaha!!
me: hmmm... ako? hmm... simple lang.. soundtrip lang gud cla gud.. bisan di na sila mangadto, okay ra gihapon sa akoa! haha!
rose: hmmmm... pag sure!
me: lagi! ok ra ui... ahh! magfieldtrip nalang sila!! (lol) sa imuha diay?
rose: wala eh! (laughs) awww.. simple ra pud.. mag-ana lang ko nga but-ngan lang nila ug rh akong lungon ug gusto nako tanan tao magtagay ug sakto.
me: (lol) kuyawa nimo ui! tagay man jud!
rose: alangan noh! nya pag-abot sa langit, muana ko ke san pedro: "tagay ta kol!"
me: (roflmao!) hahahaha!! ana jud!! tagay jud diay??
kyaku: nya rose.. unsaon kun di xa musugot? unsa imo buhaton?
rose: awww... simple ra pud... mag-ana ko niya nga: "san pedro, naa ko'y chooks diri! tara na! tagay na ta!!"
(everyone lmao!)
kuyawa ni rose ui!! xa na gid!! hahaha!!
Saturday, September 25, 2010
hmmm....
hope you'll do great there... you know i'll always be around whenever you need me.. take care.
Hugz and Kisses
Hugz and Kisses
lmao!
i skipped dinner coz i was so freaking tired from work.. went overdrive with my OT. :p
so i slept to recharge myself. when i woke up, i went directly to the piano to practice some pieces then went upstairs to the computer.
by 2 or 3 am, niko awoke coz my elder bro went inside our room to sleep beside him. he hates it when he does! haha... oh well... he couldn't go back to sleep after that. told him to go back to sleep coz he's got class to attend to, when i suddenly realized "he has no class! today's a saturday!" hahahaha... =) epekto sa OT! waaaahhhh!!! tagam!!! hahaha! ana jud!
so i slept to recharge myself. when i woke up, i went directly to the piano to practice some pieces then went upstairs to the computer.
by 2 or 3 am, niko awoke coz my elder bro went inside our room to sleep beside him. he hates it when he does! haha... oh well... he couldn't go back to sleep after that. told him to go back to sleep coz he's got class to attend to, when i suddenly realized "he has no class! today's a saturday!" hahahaha... =) epekto sa OT! waaaahhhh!!! tagam!!! hahaha! ana jud!
Thursday, September 23, 2010
yesterday...
woke at about 6 am but then got lazy and went back to sleep. then i woke up an hr later. brought niko to school and didn't wait for him coz i went back for work.
>recieved my 2nd ultimatum from dada!! hope it'll be the last of him!! oh well... i'll be more careful...
meantime..
>recieved my 2nd ultimatum from dada!! hope it'll be the last of him!! oh well... i'll be more careful...
meantime..
oh well... things i did since i got back
monday
> uploaded some photos of me and the what had happened during the entire trip
nyt > chatted with phie, choi, and jay... phie misses me badly! oh well... i don't blame him.. i mean her.. i mean.. oh well.. wtf! i don't know what to call this person.. hahaha.. jay, just only wants me to be happy and stick around with them. :)
late nyt til early mornin > had a great time chatting with You. haha.. sorry about being so frank and all. i just felt the urge of saying what's inside my head.
tuesday
morning > brought niko to school and waited for him till he finished
late afternoon > had fun talking with some friends. though i was only away for a few days, i gotta admit. nakakamiss rin silang lahat. oh well.. >mareng noem's, rubie, ate amy, auntie rena, auntie lily, padz, and noni..
until night time > my cousin, Lyka showed up @ the plant. brought her to bb's place and had a blast chitchatting with em.. the two are so inseperable.. oh well.. finally i was able to give my gift to noni!! it's been a long time since i last saw him... hahaha... he's such a good friend. :)
> uploaded some photos of me and the what had happened during the entire trip
nyt > chatted with phie, choi, and jay... phie misses me badly! oh well... i don't blame him.. i mean her.. i mean.. oh well.. wtf! i don't know what to call this person.. hahaha.. jay, just only wants me to be happy and stick around with them. :)
late nyt til early mornin > had a great time chatting with You. haha.. sorry about being so frank and all. i just felt the urge of saying what's inside my head.
tuesday
morning > brought niko to school and waited for him till he finished
late afternoon > had fun talking with some friends. though i was only away for a few days, i gotta admit. nakakamiss rin silang lahat. oh well.. >mareng noem's, rubie, ate amy, auntie rena, auntie lily, padz, and noni..
until night time > my cousin, Lyka showed up @ the plant. brought her to bb's place and had a blast chitchatting with em.. the two are so inseperable.. oh well.. finally i was able to give my gift to noni!! it's been a long time since i last saw him... hahaha... he's such a good friend. :)
bogoshipta! (i miss you!)
ijen nan manni sarameul bogoshipunyo!! naege niga jongmal bogoshipta saekkiya!! tto nan bogoshibyeon naui ch'in-guga ya gu, naui kajok-iga ya gu, tto naui chinchirhan sa'chon imnida (chonghyongje)... grrrr!! jal ka yo!!!
translation:
i've been missing a lot of people lately. i so fucking miss you so much!! and i miss my friends, my family and most especially my closest cousins... grrrr!! take care.
oh well... i'm hoping to see ya'll soon... pretty soon... hehe.. and when we do, well... beats me what will happen next.
translation:
i've been missing a lot of people lately. i so fucking miss you so much!! and i miss my friends, my family and most especially my closest cousins... grrrr!! take care.
oh well... i'm hoping to see ya'll soon... pretty soon... hehe.. and when we do, well... beats me what will happen next.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Part 2
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| L to R: Choi, Juan, Niko, Phie, and Me |
I'm gonna miss these guys!! thanks for giving me the best days of my life during the entire trip!! sa uulitin!
One day with em.... was and will always be the best days of my fucking life!
i never thought i'd say this one day but i had fun spending time with the peeps here! it was and will always be the best day ever! i can't wait for october 4!
here are some of the pixies we took.. location: MLA, ESPAÑA.
my best day spent with Choi, Phie, and Juan.. sabit nalang si Niko... hahaha...:p but we all had our fun moments here..
hahaha! sa uulitin my dears! 4am>flight back to reality! the living Hell! hahaha.. oh wtf! there's still October 4 coming up!!! hahaha!
my best day spent with Choi, Phie, and Juan.. sabit nalang si Niko... hahaha...:p but we all had our fun moments here..
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| L to R: Juan (manoy), Phie, Jay, Me, and Niko |
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| Choi, ingatan mo si Niko! Taknayduna! Taksyapo!! Hahahaha! |
hahaha! sa uulitin my dears! 4am>flight back to reality! the living Hell! hahaha.. oh wtf! there's still October 4 coming up!!! hahaha!
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Friday, September 17, 2010
Reality Bites!
I DON'T LIKE BEING PLAYED, TOYED, BETRAYED, STABBED AT THE BACK, LIED TO AND BEING GIVEN "WORDS WITHOUT MEANING" !!! I'VE HAD IT WITH THAT SHIT!!! 5 YEARS BABY!!! 5 FREAKIN' FUCKING YEARS!!! HOW'S THAT FOR A FREAKIN' REMINDER??? HAH!!!
Touchdown!!
Exxxcussse MMMeee Ladies and Gents... But, BeautifuLL has arrived!
airport>trinoma (red mango!! yum yum! :D)>dara pac (bf and lunch is served!!)>dara luchie>touchdown!!
and now, i'm gonna take a shower and "sleep in" the shower tonight! :) coz it's freakin' hotttt in here!!!
>20:33 dinner @ Phie's place! 2nd touchdown!) it's so good to see Phie again! I missed Phie sooo verrry mmmuuuccchhh!!! and my dear other sister, Thie. damn!!! i miss Phie more than... hehe... well... nevermind about that.. he might just say to me: " Talk to the hand modafucka! " :D hahahaha.... sorry... mian... but... truth hurts... reality bites... and life is nothing more but a modafuckin bitch!!! ... and it gets even better (the opposite i mean) everyday. <3
Love lots <3
Thursday, September 16, 2010
The class clown???
brought Nikolai to school this morning.. he's so funny when he's around his class! ma'am g would always tell me how much of class clown he is... haha.. :D i never thought he'd turn out to be the "clown of the class," always thought of him as "the smart kid with an attitude." haha :D
after his class, we went over ate noemi's (mare) place and stayed there for about an hour or so... drank coke and he played with the toys there like as if it was his... oh well... kids these days. but i'm happy he enjoyed every bit of it!
went home... took a shower... changed into comfy clothes (honestly, i wanted to wear my pj's to work but i doe wanna get fired yet! haha :P) ... went straight to work... walked halfway to Uncle B's house till I saw Gramps walking towards me... we talked while walking me back to the gate and i was insistingly asking him that i'd walk him home.. but he's stubborn... oh well... stubborn but cool.. <3
sheche's fine.. she's doing good now, but both her parents are taking her to school and picking her up from school now.... hahaha... oh well... Amtaguroy!! hahaha... :D
shit!! i have to pack up my shit for tomorrow... no shirts, just a pair of pants, a few socks, my favorite sneakers, sandals, what else?? oh yeah, toiletries and a HUGE bag! my clothes here are overflowing!!! who wants to buy em?? their for FREE!!! haha... <3
after his class, we went over ate noemi's (mare) place and stayed there for about an hour or so... drank coke and he played with the toys there like as if it was his... oh well... kids these days. but i'm happy he enjoyed every bit of it!
went home... took a shower... changed into comfy clothes (honestly, i wanted to wear my pj's to work but i doe wanna get fired yet! haha :P) ... went straight to work... walked halfway to Uncle B's house till I saw Gramps walking towards me... we talked while walking me back to the gate and i was insistingly asking him that i'd walk him home.. but he's stubborn... oh well... stubborn but cool.. <3
sheche's fine.. she's doing good now, but both her parents are taking her to school and picking her up from school now.... hahaha... oh well... Amtaguroy!! hahaha... :D
shit!! i have to pack up my shit for tomorrow... no shirts, just a pair of pants, a few socks, my favorite sneakers, sandals, what else?? oh yeah, toiletries and a HUGE bag! my clothes here are overflowing!!! who wants to buy em?? their for FREE!!! haha... <3
bad weather?
gosh! yesterday afternoon, intensity 3 earthquake shook us here. waaah! it's a good thing no one got hurt and the plant where i was in working at didn't collapse!! :O
what's worst about the weather now is it keeps on fluctuating.. sometimes its cool and sometimes it's super cold. or.. sometimes it's just right and sometimes it's warm... but now, it's just so so... SUPER HOT! i've taken my shirt off but still, it's super hot in here!!! WTF!!! :((
what's worst about the weather now is it keeps on fluctuating.. sometimes its cool and sometimes it's super cold. or.. sometimes it's just right and sometimes it's warm... but now, it's just so so... SUPER HOT! i've taken my shirt off but still, it's super hot in here!!! WTF!!! :((
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
trip - cdo/bali/butuan
i had a blast spendin time with my family... tho our stay there was short-lived, i still had fun! but i'm really missing ji-eun right now!!! hoping to get back there by dec. i just hope marv won't be around... hehe...
Monday, September 13, 2010
Another Trip
my cousin just emailed me. reminding me of an anniversary our family (in my mother side) is about to have this coming weekend. i think i've had enough of tripsalready. oh well... i wanna rest!! i need some REST!!!
i don't feel like going to places this weekend. coz i've had enough of it. i just got home from a long but short-lived trip about 3 days to be exact, and it was exhausting!! so now, i think i'm gonna pass with
i don't feel like going to places this weekend. coz i've had enough of it. i just got home from a long but short-lived trip about 3 days to be exact, and it was exhausting!! so now, i think i'm gonna pass with
trips. :p
Angels Cry
I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could have made everything OK but we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground
I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Supernatural love conquers all
'member we used to touch the sky
And
*
Lightning don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift in a storm
Every night I feel the angels cry
**
C'mon babe can our love be revived?
Bring it back and we goin' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity, you took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right but it was OK
I do something stupid and you still stay with me
But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough you look up
Find your love gone and
We were so good together
How come we could not weather this storm and just do better?
Why did we say good bye?
Cause
(*)(**)
Baby, I'm missing you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you
Baby, I'm missing you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you
Lightning don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said good bye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip in a storm
Now every night I feel the angels cry..
Fin
I would've stayed if you said
We could have made everything OK but we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground
I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Supernatural love conquers all
'member we used to touch the sky
And
*
Lightning don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift in a storm
Every night I feel the angels cry
**
C'mon babe can our love be revived?
Bring it back and we goin' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity, you took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right but it was OK
I do something stupid and you still stay with me
But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough you look up
Find your love gone and
We were so good together
How come we could not weather this storm and just do better?
Why did we say good bye?
Cause
(*)(**)
Baby, I'm missing you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you
Baby, I'm missing you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you
Lightning don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said good bye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip in a storm
Now every night I feel the angels cry..
Fin
Chibe
yeepee! after a long trip, we're finally home! i'm so glad to be back here! :)
although, we almost got ourselves in an accident for about 7 times, thanks to my dada's driving skills. ang bilis kasi magpatakbo! oh well.. so all i did during the entire trip is calm myself down and pick myself everytime. haha! hilarious, isn't it?
although, we almost got ourselves in an accident for about 7 times, thanks to my dada's driving skills. ang bilis kasi magpatakbo! oh well.. so all i did during the entire trip is calm myself down and pick myself everytime. haha! hilarious, isn't it?
Thursday, August 26, 2010
A month of Happiness
July 24th, 2010 -- i never thought i'd meet a guy so caring, so thoughtful, so understanding and so loving, so real a person. he's so funny in so many ways. he cheers me up when i the least thing i need is just a shoulder to cry on. nevertheless, he brightens my day. i never thought i'd find such a guy in him.
nanun jongmal haengbokkesseo neol ttemune ijen. direct translation: because of you, i'm so happy now. :)
nanun jongmal haengbokkesseo neol ttemune ijen. direct translation: because of you, i'm so happy now. :)
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